Sunday, March 13, 2011
Duct Tape & Gorilla Glue
(kind of) new stuff
Saturday, March 12, 2011
What doesn't kill you makes me think harder
And coal for eyes
Cry tears of an old man
With the fears of a child
And second guessing on
The last chance I have to get right
I've got ice in my veins
And coal for eyes
Cry tears of an old man
With the fears of a child
And second guessing on
The last chance I have to get right
Am I crazy or is this
more than a breakup
Measure the distance
Of how detatched i am from you
To where my judgement
lost the better it seems
(I don't want it, I won't bother)
My minds fighting my instincts
I'm begging you to just sink
Into the back of mind
Where I can lock you away
And you waste your time
With the ghosts of my past
How ironic because
I should have seen right through you
Listen to many, speak to a few
And one thing led to another
And I realized she was lying
We won't end
like they do in the movies
But I'd kill to be your clothes
Wrapped around your throat
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She can't get rained in
If I'm wearing rubber boots inside
We're taking turns to take them off
And it's my turn
I was nevr good with endings
So I guess I never let you go
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Pigs get fat hogs get slaughtered
I feel like this is more than done
Runaway and let's have fun
Fuck you if you don't wanna come
I feel like this is more than done
Runaway and let's have fun
Fuck you if you don't wanna come
Let me know, let me know
What you saw in me
Let me know what you saw in me
Let me know what you saw in me
Fuck me? If you had a chance
you'd fuck the football team
I don't know your suitors
But I know you are like a child
And I know if you are in the wild
Sharks like to eat and I know
You think you're spicy but your mild
I can handle you can you handle yourself
Attention but now you're on my shelf
Can you handle yourself
Attention but now you're on my shelf
I can't hear you if you don't talk to me
Waiting for something
is better than waiting for nothing
I can't wait with you if you won't talk to me
Waiting is waiting
Something is nothing
Guess I'm done
Thursday, February 11, 2010
"my motor mouth runs over you"
listening to Tegan & Sara
why am I the only one who thinks that line is referencing oral sex
p.s.
Hating snow also
I guess that's what I get for making this move
he is we - blame it on the rain
Sunday, November 29, 2009
The Summer Effect
We must not be trying
Stuck, exhausted I guess we will never learn
Don't say your tired
Because I have tried
more than you'll ever know
With your time I've been wasted
and times turned back
Passing on everything that was meant to be
in no time I was wasted
Don't take time to over analyze
Every little word
Everything that happened I can trace it
Back to a place where everything got quiet
Im feeling my screws loosen
and I'm hanging on, my hinges
Im way past fixing
Don't knock too hard
because I'm way past fixing
Thursday, October 29, 2009
My low self-esteem is at an all time high pt. 1
Everything in life happens
at the expense of something else
We are all full of what ifs
And I don't know who told you
that secrets lie in hips
I've been there once and I dare not go again
Lies don't make secrets
And your secrets won't make friends
I've told you once that I dare not go again
Your just feeding in lies,
but the greedy get caught
But now that I know the weak point in liars
Is talking too much
your silver tongue is grating your teeth
And your smile looks more like a smirk to me
Your just feeding in lines, but the greedy get caught
The weak point in liars is talking too much
All the best lies are told half heartedly
And I've been here once but since I've parted ways
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
something I thought about over breakfast
Who doesn't love to fuck
I've fucked love
and love fucked me what feels like a hundred times over
How can I have had so many encounters
with this thing and still not believe it exists
I guess that just contradicts everything I've done
Up to this point
I've shared my worst traits
concealed my worst traits
and still it never worked quite right
So fuck love
but who doesn't love to fuck
but a simple fuck simply isn't love
I know that much
but every time I fuck it reminds me
that I wouldn't mind getting fucked over a thousand times
If somehow the one I'm fucking
could be the one I'm fucking for a really long time
Friday, October 16, 2009
My low self-esteem is at an all time high
Someone please write this scene specially for me
So when it blows they'll undertake me
I've got a wish, I've got a plan
It all starts with me holding out my hands
Fuck it I'll just go get a blow job
Spot me 50 I'll flip it twice
I won't get caught something real nice
Try my luck in three days we'll still be throwing rice
I'll hold out my hands they'll all tell me no
I don't get hurt, I just say fuck em'. cause im the shit
What's up son. Fuck what you said cause im the shit
What's up son. Fuck what you said cause im the shit
Hey son im the shit you just don't get it
Get your nose out the air, I stunt so hard
Getting head in the back of my car
So what if I paid? fuck im a star
Money and women, bitches and cars
So what did I pay? fuck im a star
I'll hold out my hands, they'll all tell me no
I don't get hurt, I just say fuck em' cause im the shit
Hatters hate and bitches wait
I'll take it now watch me hold my weight
I'll hold out my hands they'll all tell me no
The weak point of liars is talking too much
My silver tongue is knocking my teeth out
Picking up broads backstage at bars
Getting head in the back of my car
So what, underage? fuck im a star
Money and women, bitches and cars
So what did I pay? fuck im a star
The weak point of liars is talking too much
The greedy get caught. Im just voicing my thoughts
The weak point of liars is talking too much
Take the money and run, the greedy get caught
The weak point of liars is talking too much
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Why is a raven like a writing desk?
all signs point to self destruction
Reds to the left, yellows to the right
But oh no she won't slow down, because
that's not how this war will be won
In bliss youth knows no pain
A dollar for quiet thoughts
That's what she gets from life in a cul de sac
That's the love that they all brought
The damage is done she can't go back
So take your bags and go find your prince
Rumor is he stays in the lights
So when you drop
let your feet hit the ground,
and get lost in the crowds
let your feet hit the ground,
and get lost in the crowds
Dreams always start out fantastic
We find out that those dreams are plastic
Dreams always start out fantastic
But your always the last one laughing
Well she believed every single lie
that they ever told her
Well wipe your eyes there's no use in crying
Tuck your tail between your legs
you might as well just give up now
The damage is done she can't go back now
this is life from a cul de sac
Now put your head on the ground
and point your feet to the clouds
Oh there's more but I'll let you find it out
So take your bags
and go find your prince now
just hope that he never finds out
He'll never find out
Dreams always start out fantastic
We find out that those dreams are plastic
Dreams always start out fantastic
But your always the last one laughing
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Light travels faster than anything, but the dark is always seems gets there first
Just biding our time
til we write that perfect line
We're just inking out our hearts
To get ourselves figured out
Peeling back my skin
Just to make sense of why I am
Are these words to comfort me
or just Keep me secure at night
Wishing on waves
and dreaming them into daily life
I saw it once froze to death
I saw it twice it swallowed what was left
Third time, I guess I'll try
We're all quaint little Mozarts
Just biding our time
til we write that perfect line
Thursday, August 13, 2009
This is an illusion. A trick is something a whore does for money.
you know I sent them back?
I know this much now,
your word is shit, its shit
Its shit
I won't be the one, to be wasted
You can waste my time
and I'll waste yours
and we'll all be just fine
You'll never lose me, now that's a winning game
We dropped our faces then ripped off our skin
Too bad we found the one thing we couldn't ever get
Your a bitch and im a fucking prick
Go tell my memories, they could have fooled me
What was happy, anyone?
We could pull out, avoid the scare
But when we'd touch, it'd be so electric
That I just couldn't...
act so foolishly, so foolishly
and that's because
you were the one
Consider this a threat
I wrote your name in blood
Don't sweat, its your time
I feel it my gut, trust me its good
Its good, its good
Fuck you. that's all I have to say
If I'd been right, then you wouldn't have to stray
Give me a break
Its time to go, you over stayed your stay
So don't waste your voice
with all those screams in vein
I can't stand to act so foolishly
Monday, July 27, 2009
He said, she said, but no one can say what they're feeling
I love you
I wrote back, no you don't.
She said
"don't tell me what im feeling"
I told her you couldn't even tell what you were feeling.
So then she said it again.
I LOVE YOU.
I told her "I can't say it because I wouldn't mean it; and neither do
you"
She said it again
"Don't tell me what I'm feeling"
I said "if you really mean it you'd jump on top of this table and scream
it at the top of your lungs.
If you really meant it,
right now you should be so mad that you would punch me in the face;
and when I fall you wouldn't stop kissing my face until I stopped
bleeding.
Now her eyes were swelling with tears
And I don't know if it was because she was mad at me or if she just
realized that maybe she wasn't "in love"
But I didn't say anything else
I just held her
and that was the last time I saw her.
Monday, July 20, 2009
A moment is the most you can expect of perfection
It might be time to go back home
The shrieking is killing my ears
It might be time to go back home
My heart is raging and my lungs are shrinking
My hands are sweating and the wheel is shaking
You were the one to take away everything I loved
Just to see how delicate a man is
You can take swing at diamond teeth
They won't stain when I bleed
My ego is falling
wondering where you went
The clock is ticking
and I need my fix
My heart is raging and my lungs are shrinking
My hands are sweating and the wheel is shaking
I can be, I can be the one you want to love
Funny, tall, intelligent and such
Just tell me what you need
Who knows, who knows what I can be
Sometimes when I can't see past your eyes I think
I could be your everything, then i hear the car whistling
My heart is raging and my lungs are shrinking
My hands are sweating and the wheel is shaking
You were the one to take away everything I loved
Just to see how delicate a man is
Funny, tall, intelligent and such
Who knows, who knows what I can be
The instructions read perfection requires assembly
Friday, July 17, 2009
I'm not one for rainbows and unicorns
Emily - age 8
I found this on stumbleupon and I couldnt help but be like awwwww. It will definitely make you laugh or smile.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Eventually everyone will be famous for 15 minutes
How do you do? Well, now that its through...
Either way im used, over and over it's you
Over and over its you
Oh don't even stare.
I know you've forgot how to care
for me or your hair. Damn.
Just tell me where you stand.
Tell me
where Standards have gone,
where Standards have gone.
Tell me standards have gone.
I know I can't hold out to long.
Soon I'll be just like you,
I'll be just like you.
Who's this kid standing in my shoes?
How do you do? Well, now that its through...
Either way im used, over and over it's you
Over and over its you
Saturday, July 4, 2009
untitled
- it takes a pillage to raze a village
- How I learned to stop worrying and love the bomb
- A conversation had with self
- A duck's quack doesn't echo
(What a life I lead drenched in shrouds)
On the day I die bury me in clouds
(Who thought my silence would be so goddamn loud)
I get high because the worlds so low
(I wouldn't hit a woman, but I'll beat a bitch down)
You wouldn't believe me even if I said so
The heat leaks from your eyes
The heat leaks from your eyes
(Three times I have tried, seven lives, six on white lines)
You wouldn't believe me if I, if I said so
($20,000 a Key)
(they're looking for me, they're looking for me)
(Try to go home and press restart)
(I'll ride by your house park and out front)
(Searching this wasteland for the meaning I lost)
In this world that I left behind
(Red battles with blue, arm the cannons on cue)
Its necessary that we experience this stage
Battles don't end in bags, they end in shrouds of grey
(Who thought my silence would be so goddamn loud)
I get high because the worlds so low
(I wouldn't hit a woman, but I'll beat a bitch down)
You wouldn't believe me even if I said so
On the day I die bury me in clouds
A parody of a tragedy
The thunder can be my savior
if the lightning will be my friend.
Stuffing myself into skin that doesn't fit,
and cutting veins that don't bleed
i can dance, i can sing.
Tell me what the rain brings
Just take me this time in
Would they love me more if I was boring
Stitching stars into the sky,
and tearing them down just to make a wish.
Still stuffing myself into skin that doesn't fit.
I can dance, I can sing.
Please tell me what the rain brings.