My low self-esteem is at an all time high pt. 1

All the best lies are told half heartedly
Everything in life happens
at the expense of something else
We are all full of what ifs

And I don't know who told you
that secrets lie in hips
I've been there once and I dare not go again
Lies don't make secrets
And your secrets won't make friends
I've told you once that I dare not go again

Your just feeding in lies,
but the greedy get caught
But now that I know the weak point in liars
Is talking too much
your silver tongue is grating your teeth
And your smile looks more like a smirk to me

Your just feeding in lines, but the greedy get caught
The weak point in liars is talking too much
All the best lies are told half heartedly
And I've been here once but since I've parted ways

something I thought about over breakfast

Fuck love
Who doesn't love to fuck
I've fucked love
and love fucked me what feels like a hundred times over
How can I have had so many encounters
with this thing and still not believe it exists
I guess that just contradicts everything I've done
Up to this point
I've shared my worst traits
concealed my worst traits
and still it never worked quite right
So fuck love
but who doesn't love to fuck
but a simple fuck simply isn't love
I know that much
but every time I fuck it reminds me
that I wouldn't mind getting fucked over a thousand times
If somehow the one I'm fucking
could be the one I'm fucking for a really long time

My low self-esteem is at an all time high

I just wrote this about the worst possible person I could imagine. The lyrics are supposed to be completely screamed with no clean vocals. Im gonna record a really rough version with the instrumental that I have as soon as I find the time.

Someone please write this scene specially for me
So when it blows they'll undertake me
I've got a wish, I've got a plan
It all starts with me holding out my hands

Fuck it I'll just go get a blow job
Spot me 50 I'll flip it twice
I won't get caught something real nice
Try my luck in three days we'll still be throwing rice

I'll hold out my hands they'll all tell me no
I don't get hurt, I just say fuck em'. cause im the shit

What's up son. Fuck what you said cause im the shit
What's up son. Fuck what you said cause im the shit

Hey son im the shit you just don't get it
Get your nose out the air, I stunt so hard
Getting head in the back of my car
So what if I paid? fuck im a star
Money and women, bitches and cars
So what did I pay? fuck im a star

I'll hold out my hands, they'll all tell me no
I don't get hurt, I just say fuck em' cause im the shit
Hatters hate and bitches wait
I'll take it now watch me hold my weight
I'll hold out my hands they'll all tell me no

The weak point of liars is talking too much
My silver tongue is knocking my teeth out
Picking up broads backstage at bars
Getting head in the back of my car
So what, underage? fuck im a star
Money and women, bitches and cars
So what did I pay? fuck im a star

The weak point of liars is talking too much
The greedy get caught. Im just voicing my thoughts
The weak point of liars is talking too much
Take the money and run, the greedy get caught
The weak point of liars is talking too much