Notes written before jumping out of an 8 story window

Scratch your skin
Pop the pills to get
your head right
Now red and blue
Dizzy its not 3D
My only friends
I see where they
will take me

Im not lonely
Im a loner
Try to forget, yet
I want to remember

Some cry murder
When it dies slow
So we try to revive it
No
(But what's inside never dies)

How'd we get here
I went astray, and
You couldn't stay
I can't lay blame
I left too
gave up on myself
All I see is red and blue

Some cry murder
When it dies slow
So we try to revive it
No
(But what's inside never dies)

Scratch your skin
Pop the pills to get
your head right
Im not lonely
Im a loner
Some cry murder
(But what's inside never dies)