Tinted Windows Hide Stares On Drives To Nowhere

I thought I was over her, it'll be a year in two weeks. Monday was her birthday, 19, we're only three months apart. It hasn't really crossed my mind, let me rephrase that, it hasn't really bothered me. I was having a pretty good day, on my way to KFC, because snackers are the shit. But good things don't last to long because. When I pull up at a stop light. Who am I staring at in the turning lane across from me? That's right its her. She pulls into the lane right in front of me; and when I pull over to the right lane we're riding parallel to each other for a while; and guess who's in the passengers seat, I don't know either but I know he's not as good as me. We don't even make eye contact. I know she saw me, I hope she saw me. I turn into the KFC drive through for some comfort food, so much for that great weekend I had planned. The awful thing is I don't even think its her or that I lost the perfect girl, its the feeling she gives me, she makes me feel unwanted. If someone I want to be with so much doesn't want to be with me, then who would? On a good note I've noticed these bouts of depression seem to be getting shorter.